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teisipäev, september 9

If I asked you for another sip
Would you let me have a single drip?

You smell of sunshine in the rain
I reek of vile and putrid things
Perhaps I'm rotten to the core
An' no saviour will come for me before
I lay in trenches wide and deep
Unto my eternal dream I go asleep

I beg you, think of my misdeeds not
'Twould be better if you forgot
Those times I laughed, those times I cried
You held me 'til my tears did subside

A broken toy, can it be fixed?
The effort great and what's the cost?
Should you pay it?
Or move to grounds far better than my barren land of desolation and doubt

What life is there to choose: the wizard or the goose?

Child from the mother's womb
Dissolved and left this earthly life behind
Flew into space out of time
Bypassed the moon

He sees the hydrogen go by
His bits and pieces wave it bye
His imagination has created the stars

Mix and mingle
Throw out the trash
He has learned to gather himselves into God

Have you ever seen a supernova?
The colours, the light?
Have you heard the quiet it offers?
Felt the vast expanding universe with your skin?
There is no air to breathe but you're still alive

It is like a dream about a future
A future where time is irrelevant
Where it has no dimensions
Where a mere second seems like an hour
But a week is gone before you know it

An old man was once sitting on a leaf of the tree of the world
His thoughts vibrated throughout all that is known
They became stars, planets, galaxies
Colours so radiant were born, sounds so enchanting

Can you feel the current running through your body?
Are you a part of this world?

neljapäev, oktoober 30

I'm standing before the sea
The storm rages on it, but I am calm
It brings bliss unbeknowst to all of you who are busily roaming the streets of the city

I feel so small
I am like the grains of sand under my feet, but I do not mind
The wind freezes me to my bones, but I am warm

Can you sense my existance, Mother Nature?
Do you understand my defiance against all human morals?
Will you cease to protect me and let me be overwhelmed by the grey sky?

The violent gust brings me to my knees and I gasp for the cold air
The slow thumping in my chest has begun to diminish
You have given me your answer and I accept it with my frail arms

Come to me, great storm, and make it all undone!
Take my ashes, my dust and spread it onto the land so I can be united with my only love
My only love for you, Creator

neljapäev, august 7

Blanket-covered dreams
Blindfolded people
Soundless streets
Starless skies
Dark nights
Gray days
World welcomes the dull

Puppets on strings all forgotten
Dust collects on every surface
Even time stops moving on

The perfect circle of life
The button is stuck on 'Repeat'
Round and round and round it goes
Will it stop, break down, be reborn?

The magic is lost.
We are all forsaken.

laupäev, aprill 19

Now I know that death has come to me
And there shall be no sleep
No distress, no hurt but only pure serenity
I give my all to thee, o bride of the moon
I shall be thy slave, thy servant
I will be thy sanctuary when times grow heavy
Through my departure shall be thy arrival
And with my last breath I will wake thee

Do not trouble yourself by thoughts of the past
Do not darken your pretty face with sadness
Live, as I once did, but do it better
Sing, when there's a tune
Laugh, when you are happy
Let eternal bliss be your companion

You don't know me, but I have seen your soul
I have seen what you'll become
And I have come to love thee
Perhaps I shall be reborn
Perhaps we will meet one day
But I fear that shall not be
For my death is not of age
But through a poisoned blade of sorrow
Thus it shall devour my soul
And leave nothing for the resurrection

Brighter than the sun
More dazzling than the purest waters are you
Your entity is my reward
Engulfing the world so broad
You are the epitome of life's best features

pühapäev, märts 2

heledalt helgib, hahetab
tugevalt, tumedalt taandub taevas
vaikselt vilistab viimane vedur
sumedalt sidistab siisike sillal.
kahjuks kõmatab kirikukell
lind lõpetab laulu, läeb lendu.
mahendas muusika muredes meeli
nüüd neavad nukralt nõmedusi
päikese paistel peesitades
oletavad olemise ootamatust
aga andestavad ajale
isegi imestades.
erksalt eristub eelmine elu
uurib umbusklikult unetuse uksi
justkui jõuetus janus
õitseb õhinal õiglus
ümiseb ümaraid ütlusi.
äkki ärkab ärevus, äng
öö

teisipäev, september 12

Perforations through my sheets of mind
Absolutely controlling it every time
I am trying not to comfort your sins
Let it melt all within

Favouring your opponents
Choose my side
Secretely forgiving
In reality the noose is tied

Crush my memories, clench my thoughts
Bring back the dragons from the far-lost eternity
Save their lives, give them back their hope
Know why you bribed my soul

Claustrophobically going through the motion
I have seen the thousand versions of you
Not lost, still hanging on
But do you see me crying, nowhere near

Mutations that have taken place
Mysteries will reveal your fate

reede, juuni 2

Hello, sunset
Hello, crazy world
Did you miss me
Or did you hold me so dear

I know now everything there is to know
I've walked on so much water
But still managed to keep my head clear
For you

I love you, sunset
I love you, oh so crazy world
And I miss you
Endlessly, without a preview

Good morning to everybody out there
I know I've closed my eyes with dignity

Why is it so that everything I do
Just bounces back from you full of criticism
My hopes and dreams were the best I knew
But you had to cut them loose and blow to infinity

Vile words
Broken promises
Still heard
But gone unanswered
I do
Trust my full heart with you
And you
Shatter to pieces

Nevertheless, the feeling's so strong
No crucial pain has ever entered me
My replications of this lingering
The mistakes I've made are all my own and of quality

No world of sun and clouds
Will seem that more everlasting
They hear but still keep saying nothing
We live through our shattered dreams